I want to be a neurosurgeon. I want to be the person who can operate the most sensitive anatomy of an individual. BUT, i don't know if I can.
I can study neurology. I can be an IM-hardcore neurologist but this is not what i want. I want to become a neuroSURGEON. My dilemma right now is on how to be a surgeon given that: 1. I am diagnosed with palmar hyperhydrosis; 2. my hands aren't stable for operations; 3. I love coffee; 4. I smoke; 5. I get nervous easily.